Far and wide I travel,

In search of something I don’t know

Lusting the world that’s so marvel,

The thirst still, never any low.

I was searching,

For something,

That I never found,

Or was it never to be found?

Somewhere in midst,

Of those days my mind,

Felt a thirst,

Soo hollow and blind.

I wish I knew,

For, I had all I want

Still never a clue,

Oh, I’m soo very haunt.

I missed a love,

Something not human,

Something not worldly,

Something much deeper.

Was it my soul?

I missed to love me?

No, it might be my own ghoul

It was nowhere to see.

The love followed,

For wherever I went,

It felt so beloved,

Like it knew my scent.

I felt the warmth of my mom,

The care of my dad,

Still so slippery of my hands,

It always slicked away and away.

Oh, please reveal yourself,

My heart went throbbing

For, I was desperate,

To find my love, hold it close.

It was bright,

So very tender.

But it wore a glossy black gown,

And appeared so rough, so torn.

It was amorphous,

But deceived my eye,

Oh, then it takes forms,

A form soo familiar,

A form soo very known,

A form that’s soo close,

A form that’s soo me!

I find a love,

I found it at last.

How can’t I love you back?

For you are my own Shadow.